The Wonder Of You

I wonder if a broken heart could ever mend

I wonder if I'd ever forget the voice that moved me
I wonder if I'd get by a day not hoping for an accidental meeting
I wonder if I'd ever stop remembering your face with a broken smile
I wonder if I'd ever stop looking out for your car
I wonder if I'd never scan crowds

I wonder if you look back fondly on days gone by
I wonder if you knew the truth
I wonder if you were ever sincere
I wonder if you're laughing at me,behind your kind front
I wonder if you meant all the things you said

I wonder what went wrong

I wonder if I wronged you
I wonder if I'm forgiven
I wonder if I'm your friend
I wonder if I was once your friend

I wonder if you're willing to step into my shoes

I wonder at your insensitivity
I wonder at your pretence
I wonder at your ego

I wonder if I'm not deserving,
I wonder if I'm not good enough
I wonder what I'm short of

I wonder at your ability to make me feel so small
I wonder at your callousness

I wonder if anyone sees through my smiling self

I wonder why you take joy in making me cry
I wonder why you mean so much to me
I wonder why I'm stuck on you

I wonder how you can be so imperfectly perfect

I wonder why we met, for it to end this way

I wonder if you're happy, I hope you are, I truly do

I wonder if time is enough to erase those overwhelming memories

I wonder if I'd someday laugh at all this

I wonder if we could someday go back to how it used to be,

But if it doesn't,
I wonder if I will one day heal.