I cant freakin sleep!!
Toss,turn,toss, turn....blink.blink.sigh....it's 3.45 am and sleep just wont come.
I watched 'Out of Order' on Hallmark a few hours ago,and the main character in the movie said something that absolutely hit home, "I feel like a guest in my own life".
Now, that basically summons up whats going on in this crazy mind of mine right now.
It's not coz I cant seem to beat the damn mobile phone at Bantumi (the phone is a cheat,anyway) and its not coz I'm bloody PMS-ing.
It's just this overwhelming sense of loneliness that creeps inside. And it only happens during the wee hours of the morning.You know,when you're left alone with your thoughts, the thoughts that are struggling away from the knots of sanity. The thoughts that are making you believe that you need to see a shrink.Fast. And then the tears pour. And pour. For no reason.
Like what Debra from Everybody Loves Raymond said..there are days when you just cry.For no apparent reason.Just put on a sappy ballad and cry.
The thing is, I can do this without the music. Imagine 'Are You LOnesome Tonight' on Light And Easy...I'd probably wake up the neighbourhood with my howls!
Goodness,my dad snores like an orchestra!Thats the problem with the PC being in their room.....i cant blog in peace, not with everyone hovering around,trying to get a peek at what i'm up to.
what the hell are this bugs??
wait.what was my point?I'm not here to blog about mutated bugs and bedroom symphonies.
Oh,nevermind,thats me crapping and its a sign that sleep may be near..finally!
I watched 'Out of Order' on Hallmark a few hours ago,and the main character in the movie said something that absolutely hit home, "I feel like a guest in my own life".
Now, that basically summons up whats going on in this crazy mind of mine right now.
It's not coz I cant seem to beat the damn mobile phone at Bantumi (the phone is a cheat,anyway) and its not coz I'm bloody PMS-ing.
It's just this overwhelming sense of loneliness that creeps inside. And it only happens during the wee hours of the morning.You know,when you're left alone with your thoughts, the thoughts that are struggling away from the knots of sanity. The thoughts that are making you believe that you need to see a shrink.Fast. And then the tears pour. And pour. For no reason.
Like what Debra from Everybody Loves Raymond said..there are days when you just cry.For no apparent reason.Just put on a sappy ballad and cry.
The thing is, I can do this without the music. Imagine 'Are You LOnesome Tonight' on Light And Easy...I'd probably wake up the neighbourhood with my howls!
Goodness,my dad snores like an orchestra!Thats the problem with the PC being in their room.....i cant blog in peace, not with everyone hovering around,trying to get a peek at what i'm up to.
what the hell are this bugs??
wait.what was my point?I'm not here to blog about mutated bugs and bedroom symphonies.
Oh,nevermind,thats me crapping and its a sign that sleep may be near..finally!
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