r christians really christians?

lazy sunday....feeling lazy..wana be lazy..but i CANT..
frustration with a capital F

went yam char-ing with justin n jon last nite after church...i seriously do not know what his problem is with CBN girls...the way he was kutuk-ing them n all....
said he joined the choir as his ko-k..guess i'll be seeing a lot of him next semester
saw jon chen again...@ 2+ in the morning
said he just came back from his gig

i talked about jo today...n i CRIED again in front of mai yin..wat a baby..i wonder how she is now...im sure she's forgotten us..that twit...

father patrick said mass yesterday....buta-buta he was condemning catholics...love his sermons,he's brutally honest...too bad he's not with OLL anymore

that got me thinking...wats the deal with catholics n non-catholic christians?
there seems to be an ongoing silent war between the 2 puaks..which i dont understand...
im a catholic...not by choice but because i was brought up as one...n by saying tghat i dont mean that im not happy being one..in fact im kinda proud...
but i dont go around proclaiming im one..like some do,as if they're one step above everyone else...
'r u christian?'...'catholic'..with a holier-than-thou look...
who asked which denomination?just answer yes/no....dont have to feel obliged to proclaim anything

then there are the non catholic christians who start avoiding you once they learn ur catholic....hello?do i look like a leper?they seem to think we're a cult worshippin mary n the saints...
'x likes y but y doesnt wanna layan x because x is a catholic...' that kinda talk from a civilised,modern society..

distinction becomes apparent between the christian societies n the catholic societies..the way they try hard to out do n outsmart each other..taking offense in everything..rejecting invitations,not inviting..not wanting to extend/combine projects..starts way back in school... till uni its still very much the same...we'd save a lot of effort n emotions if there was only one christian society.

where's the competition?who goes to heaven n who does not?i reckon those 'supporting ' these unchristianly doings will be heading straight down south....so much of unneccessary pride...

but not all r like that...in fact..i know many in these who r good friends n r really sincere....i guess it only takes one to tarnish a good thing..

one man starts disagreeing with a certain ideology of his church,moves on to start a church of its own...i dont think thats christian...christianity is unity...

then there are the christian freaks...the way they go around house to house promoting christianity,wanting to convert every ah beng,ahmad and raju on the street...wat a load of crock...
its a religion..not some tangible good/service that needs promotion...
u want more ppl to embrace the religion?practice what you preach,show christianity through ur deeds, ur kindness,thoughtfulness...dont degrade the religion by shoving it down someone's throat....
if i had one wish....it would be to bring all christians together under a common church...

peace out....